It's hard to be a man, but I'm doing all I can.

-copy/pasted from my tumblr-
So times are hard. I know I sound like some old banned novel but I’m serious.
My mom just got fired because some nurse was talking bullshit about her to the manager, and since she’s still on orientation they don’t have to investigate it, they just have to decide to say “Fuck you and your family” and fire her.
Not only that, but she went to the neurologist about her twitch and they think she has a brain tumor, so she has to get an MRI, and without the (shitty) insurance she WAS on, it’s thousands of dollars. OUT OF POCKET. And we can’t afford that.
I don’t know what the fuck I’m going to do. I really don’t. At this point I think I’d be in my right mind to just… leave. But I can’t abandon her like that.
I also stopped taking my meds for a few days and I’m going FUCKING BATSHIT BANANAS. Oh my god. I need it. Now. Holyshit.

P.S. If you actually want updates, my tumblr is your best bet, 'cause I put random junk on there all the time, and I'm much more likely to update.
http://dearlucid.tumblr.com/