Soooo I guess I have a few updates. A lot has changed but there isn't much to say about it.
Essentially, I broke up with Antonio. I think we both saw it coming. Maybe he thought he saw a light at the end of the tunnel, but it was a train. I don't really know, but we're still friends, and honestly, I feel closer to him than I did before we were dating.
But Tanis is mad at me. God knows why, I don't know why the fuck he feels like it's his damn place to pass judgements on me without understand ANYTHING, but so be it. His parents are the same fucking way. They feel the need to tell Dani's parents what they're doing "wrong" all the time. What the fuck. Who died and left you in charge of how she was parented? Nobody? Then shut the fuck up, you ignorant fucks.
Ugh. I hate people like that. He's seriously pissed because MY BOYFRIEND was busy being a douchebag, so I was joking around with Jessi while they were trying to kiss and Dani kept laughing at what we would say. I missed the part where that was MY fault. Where my phantom hand grabbed her head and turned her away. Oh wait, what? It didn't? Right! So shut the fuck up! I mean I may have a bad temper but he beats me by a loooongshot. WTF.
I guess that's it guys. Just a little rant. /: Later!
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Thursday, July 1, 2010
It's hard to be a man, but I'm doing all I can.
-copy/pasted from my tumblr-
So times are hard. I know I sound like some old banned novel but I’m serious.
My mom just got fired because some nurse was talking bullshit about her to the manager, and since she’s still on orientation they don’t have to investigate it, they just have to decide to say “Fuck you and your family” and fire her.
Not only that, but she went to the neurologist about her twitch and they think she has a brain tumor, so she has to get an MRI, and without the (shitty) insurance she WAS on, it’s thousands of dollars. OUT OF POCKET. And we can’t afford that.
I don’t know what the fuck I’m going to do. I really don’t. At this point I think I’d be in my right mind to just… leave. But I can’t abandon her like that.
I also stopped taking my meds for a few days and I’m going FUCKING BATSHIT BANANAS. Oh my god. I need it. Now. Holyshit.
P.S. If you actually want updates, my tumblr is your best bet, 'cause I put random junk on there all the time, and I'm much more likely to update.
http://dearlucid.tumblr.com/
So times are hard. I know I sound like some old banned novel but I’m serious.
My mom just got fired because some nurse was talking bullshit about her to the manager, and since she’s still on orientation they don’t have to investigate it, they just have to decide to say “Fuck you and your family” and fire her.
Not only that, but she went to the neurologist about her twitch and they think she has a brain tumor, so she has to get an MRI, and without the (shitty) insurance she WAS on, it’s thousands of dollars. OUT OF POCKET. And we can’t afford that.
I don’t know what the fuck I’m going to do. I really don’t. At this point I think I’d be in my right mind to just… leave. But I can’t abandon her like that.
I also stopped taking my meds for a few days and I’m going FUCKING BATSHIT BANANAS. Oh my god. I need it. Now. Holyshit.
P.S. If you actually want updates, my tumblr is your best bet, 'cause I put random junk on there all the time, and I'm much more likely to update.
http://dearlucid.tumblr.com/
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