I can't lose you again. I'm not strong enough.

Well hello, internet! :D
So far my summer's been good. I feel like bleh lately, so I've been sitting at home. I really don't want my mama bear to come over tonight, but she's friends with my sister so I don't have much of a choice, and she insists on seeing me, even though I don't want to see her.
Like, FUCK, DUDE, NO. I FEEL LIKE SHIT AND WANT TO SLEEP. STOP IT.
Gah, sorry.
So Antonio's being a poop and not answering. Well I only said "hi" once xD; but still. Then again, he tends to just... leave, and not bother signing off or telling anyone xD;

I kind of want to dye my hair blue again... I dunno. It's a pain in the ass to do it, and it kills my hair, but hey, why the hell not?
Maybe I'll do blue tips or something this time.
Too bad Antonio doesn't like unnatural things xD;
Piercings, tattoos, hair dye, whatever.
Too bad for HIM, anyway. Cause I'm fuckin' doin' it up! :D

Later.